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4月29日 在UCD学习的日子周六聚会的菜,东南亚风味的多些上个周六的聚会上周六同Charlotte去参加朋友的聚会,一共20多人,只有我一个中国大陆的。其他的人都是马来西亚,新加坡,香港,还有一个不会说粤语与普通话的香港人(他从小在荷兰出生,后到爱尔兰工作)聚会后的感觉就是,有一点自卑,好好学习吧,我是里面最差的。所有的人都是非常棒的事业,所有的人都是搞专业的。里面有医生(一个工作8年,在爱尔兰已经有房有车了,一个女孩还会弹钢琴)建筑师,会计师,精算师,软件设计师,机械工程师,飞机师,股票交易师(这位是牛津大学读的研究生毕业
我们每个人都做一道菜,我做的是豆皮卷,红烧肉。红烧肉刚开始是因为卖相不是很好,没有很多人碰,但是有人尝过它后就开始问红烧肉的做法了。不愧是中国的名菜,好吃就是好吃。大约有5,6个人问我红烧肉的做法。我们交流很好玩,用英语,然后个别的用汉语,然后还有的用粤语。那天回到家已经12点了。真得很开心-- 上照片吧--
4月26日 D.B CooperToday I finally know who is D.B Cooper, his story is really really attractive, also he is so smart, nobody knows what result he got. Also, nobody knows how he made the plan and so perfect. In 1971, this American guy robbed the plane, used the name of D.B Cooper bought an airplane ticket, there were lots of police cars around the airport and waited for him. However, he use gun to force the staff to open the door of the plane, then he jumped out by parachute( he prepared when he took on the plane), the bottom is a huge wide original forest--- the policemen never found him, the only information is the name D.B.Cooper which he used for the ticket. At that time in bank no cam available, only serveral people described his look, nobody knows what he exactly looks like. Some people went to the original forest and tried to looked for the money, only serveral bills were in the river. Nobody finds any money, nobody finds his body, nobody knows where he was from and where he went to. Everything becomes a mystery--- he might still live, he might laugh at the people who took this story into movies, but in reality who he is. We do not know-- The best result of the story is NO RESULT!!!
The following is what I found from internet:
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D. B. Cooper (aka Dan Cooper) is an alias of an aircraft hijacker who, on November 24, 1971, after receiving a ransom payout of US$200,000,[1] jumped from the back of a Boeing 727 as it was flying over the Pacific Northwest of the United States possibly over Woodland, Washington.[2] Despite hundreds of suspects through the years, no conclusive evidence has surfaced regarding Cooper's identity or whereabouts. The FBI believes he did not survive the jump.[3] Several theories offer competing explanations of what happened after his famed jump. The nature of Cooper's escape and the uncertainty of his fate continue to intrigue people. The Cooper case (code-named "Norjak" by the FBI)[4] remains an unsolved mystery. Although the case is famous for its enduring lack of evidence, a few significant clues have arisen. In late 1978, a placard, which contained instructions on how to lower the aft stairs of a 727, believed to be from the rear stairway of the plane from which Cooper jumped, was found just a few flying minutes north of Cooper's projected drop zone. In February 1980, eight-year-old Brian Ingram found $5,880 in decaying $20 bills on the banks of the Columbia River.[5] In October 2007, the FBI announced it obtained a partial DNA profile of Cooper from the tie he left on the hijacked plane.[6] On December 31, 2007, the FBI revived the unclosed case by publishing never before seen composite sketches and fact sheets online in an attempt to trigger memories that could possibly identify Cooper. In a press release, the FBI reiterated that it does not believe Cooper survived the jump, but expressed an interest in obtaining his identity.[6][7] In March 2008, the FBI announced that another possible clue was being investigated after a torn, tangled parachute was unearthed within the bounds of Cooper's probable jump site near the town of Amboy, Washington.[8] However, the FBI announced on April 1, 2008 that the parachute in question was not D. B. Cooper's. The man responsible for packing the four parachutes said that the recently discovered parachute was not Cooper's, as his was nylon, and the newly discovered parachute was silk, dating from the 1940s.[9] 感恩节的前一天,下午在波特兰机场,这名四十多岁、身高约六尺的男子,手里提着公文包与帽子,臂上挂着一套黑色风衣,买了一张到西雅图的单程票,登上西北航空NW305班机。1635时,727客机起飞,飞机上共有六名机员、三十六位乘客。 4月24日 护照更新与巴哈马这些天心里很是郁闷,我星期二要去中国大使馆看看我的护照更新可以提前些不,给大使馆打电话,永远是语音留言。从来没有想过护照更新要等待6个星期,如果知道我早早的就把它更新了,不用等到这么靠后了。本来订好5月23号去巴哈马玩,玩整整一个星期,这样我就要早早的订票,然后在迈阿密拿巴哈马的签证,现在根本就不确定能拿到护照的时间,所以票也不能订,他那边我的巴哈马的票也不能买,我们现在就那么傻等着,时间凑不过来,偏偏护照上没有一页空闲了。我曾经想过,本来就要接近考试,那就不去了,可是看过几张巴哈马的照片后,觉得机会真的难得,不去我会后悔,而且是他公司出钱订酒店,每天还给500美元连给5天[5个工作日〕总有一种贪便宜的感觉(我是土地主),现在一切都卡在我的护照手里,没有护照看你小子能跑到哪去,还不在爱尔兰的手心好好待着。心里有些烦躁,也不想同别人谈论这件事情,因为我不知道接什么话好,也不知道谈论有什么效果,只能给自己空添烦恼,所以上来发发牢骚,如果我们中国护照去哪里都不用签证,那该多好?或者多给些页数!!新加坡的护照给50多页,看着都嫉妒,而且他们到哪里都不用签签证。哎--
这些日子晚上失眠,无论多晚睡觉,早上4点准时把眼睛睁开,然后就再也睡不着了,早上8点到9点的时候又困了,弄得今天都没有去成图书馆,小阿娇也回家了,我郁闷--今晚想办法早睡早起,再也不能这样了。恨死自己了!!阿娇的男朋友也曾经这样过,后来好了,我这是怎么了??这两件事让我都很不开心。
不过当然都是小事情,总体来说,自己还是比较享受现在的日子,感觉很好--外边下雨了,想到在家同妈妈在一起的日子了,一会给妈妈打个电话。 4月21日 这周的约会同感想今天就要同小阿娇去UCD的图书馆读书了,想着大学时代就是这样过来的,有时感觉很幸福。上次去娇娇家,她教会了我怎么捏包子褶,她很喜欢包饺子包包子。我们新年的时候charlotte,我还有一些同事朋友都夸奖娇娇的饺子好吃,如同她的性格那么可爱。明明最近忙得要命,我,娇娇,明明当时大学时总是在一起坐着,一起吃饭,一起聊天,一起准备考试题。那时我刚刚来爱尔兰,之后我们还是常常聚会,可是最近1,2年大家都开始忙得不可开交,特别是明明,所以很难有时间聚会。
Chalotte给我电话说周六有个很棒的聚会,大约10多个人,每人做些拿手菜去,大家聚餐,我觉得老夏是个很坚强的女人,不用说别的,就拿她的眼睛来说,从来没有抱怨过,永远都是积极向上。ACCA都拿下来了却还是要考税收,坚持去上专业课,但是她很真实,从来不炫耀,很谦虚的女孩。对于我们做会计,审计的人来说,一定要做满会计事务所3年,这样工作经验才足,才以后什么都能得心应手。她现在的工作经验实在是了得,所有的工作对于她来说都不难,现在她面试的公司都是请她做管理层的,如果她不挑来挑去,50到55k是容易找到的。所以读书还是重要的,不能看一时一刻,就靠一个industry,还不如自己加强自己,老夏就是这样的想法。我的同学去industry一,两年工资就过30k,在我羡慕她们的时候,她们在羡慕去会计事务所的人,都是这山望着那山高吧, 人很难知足。
这次聚会的人都是新加坡马来西亚的人,大概他们会做那边的饭菜,我觉得新加坡的饭菜很得味,老夏做给我的都很喜欢吃,当然我做得更好了--哈哈--
4月19日 天呀我的记性一直不好,我在国内的好朋友,在这里的好朋友,以及上个男朋友以及现在的男朋友的生日都不记得,有时自己的生日过了都不知道。如果不是上一个朋友向我要礼物,我都不知道那是她的生日,所以我根本也不在乎大家记得还是不记得,因为我根本就不记得别人的,大家说话我左耳朵进,右耳朵出,话不入大脑。从小到大我就过过两次生日,一次是妈妈,一次是上个男朋友,我对于过生日根本就没有一点概念,也不去注意。小阿娇同我一样,我又一次翻到了她给我的简历,知道了她的生日,给她打了个电话,向她祝贺,问她要什么礼物,她迷迷糊糊的回答:“ 我自己都忘了,现在很忙,等到忙过这阵子再说吧。”这再说,就一直没有了音信。Charlotte的生日也不记得,问过她,她说:“不要问我,还要互相庆祝,好麻烦。”明明的生日不记得,好像杨敏同我提过,我竟然把她男朋友的生日当做她的。我现在的男朋友生日模模糊糊,不确定日子。国内的好朋友最好的交了十几年,问我生日,我不知道。但是我知道妈妈的生日,可是每次都是恍然大悟,刚刚想起的样子。我的朋友真得很好,也不在意我的马虎大意。
我觉得对于我喜欢的人,我会时时记住她,不在意哪个日子,因为朋友多,日子多,很难记。可是我知道每次旅游回来都要带给她们一点礼物,朋友永远离开要给饯行,她们需要改论文的时候,我会到处找人,尽最大努力让朋友过关。圣诞节的时候我也会记得她们,但是讨厌用短信表达祝福,觉得那是一种不诚心的表示,一个祝福发给无数人。可是朋友有了宝宝,即使千山万水,也要表达自己的关怀。觉得生活中每个小小的细节比生日重要好多。生日只是一个标记,标记着一个人的诞生,可是生活中互相牵挂的日子却是真真切切的,让人永远怀念--
记得上个情人节,大约前2天,我收到了现在男朋友送的贺卡两张,因为新年比较近,他把新年的贺卡一起给了我,还有鲜花公司的玫瑰,还有一盒巧克力。这几样东西不是一天到的,感觉远距离送个礼物都很麻烦。不过收到后,我立即用skype给他打了电话,告诉他我忘记了情人节,什么都没有准备,而且还告诉他情人节那天已经约好了同朋友吃饭,看电影(因为忘记是情人节)所以不可以上网同他视频聊天。他告诉我没关系只要心里记得他就行。觉得他很贴心可以理解我,很感激。不过我的朋友们好像都很理解,大家也很忙,很少想得那么周全。对于我忘记生日或错过的朋友们说句:‘ 对不起。”
同冰冰聊了天,感觉友谊能维持一生一定要用心,我们虽然长久不见,可是谈起话来好像从没有分开过。
我爱我的朋友们,或许我应该改改自己马虎的个性,起码男朋友的生日要知道, 4月18日 今天的往事--每天我完不成的事情总是想着明天可以完成,可是今天就是今天!! 平日里最喜欢听白眉大侠了,这让我回忆起小的时候,在奶奶的屋子里,夏日的阳光从大窗户里射进来,我懒懒的躺在炕上,听着善田芳的评书--那是一种童年的回忆。就像我以前在麦当劳打过工,那里的朋友就是我的回忆,无论我以后的工作是什么,我还是同他们联系。我有个朋友,南京人,在麦当劳工作过,在那里做的时候把每个人都拍得很舒服。可是毕业了,找到办公室的工作了,就再也不同那些人来往了,在街上见到如同没见到一样,在饭店里见到也不说话。她现在几乎没有朋友了吧?其实在中国再富贵的人,扒上几代都是农民,没有什么大家瞧不起彼此的,出国在外何必只有用得到才结交?还有个朋友曾经对我说:“我交的朋友如果不能给我帮忙,那我干吗还结交他们? ”后来我就对于这些人渐渐远离了。什么是朋友?朋友是同她在一起很开心,可以敞开心扉,如果遇到不开心的事情或着开心的首先想到的就是她,听着她帮你分析,两个人可以八卦一下,她的男朋友是你的朋友,用心交,这样交出来的朋友才是真正在你困难的时候从心里想帮你的,没有任何目的,也没有任何期望-- 如果一开始你交朋友抱着某种目的,别人也都不是傻瓜,最终孤身寡人的还是自己。
对于现在的这些朋友我都很满意,觉得自己已经成熟了,交朋友也用心了,现在的朋友,每个都像我一样,有些傻傻的,但是每个人的心肠都很热,很好--虽然有时大家的方向不同,或许吵嘴,但是每个人都有不同,我对于现在的朋友是非常满意的!!谢谢你们在爱尔兰的相伴--
我有自尊的猫猫最近喜欢做蛋糕了,不同的配料,不同的感觉,不同的味道,香香甜甜的气味经常充满整个厨房,感觉生活多么美好。我于是也变得爱吃甜食了,体重也不顾了,自己总是有一种不浪费的精神,那么美丽的蛋糕,为了它们我花费了时间,金钱,所以我一定要吃掉它们!!
最近我的猫猫没精打采,也不知道是怎么了,打算领它去看医生。我的猫猫是一只很有自尊心的猫猫,我不可以说它,不可以对它不好,不可以只给它一种猫食,而且给的时候要小心伺候,要不多不少,不可以浪费,因为它是不吃剩饭的。虽然有时它会用它的爪子略微惩罚我一下,我还是要保证它吃好喝好,休息好。而且我保证了,如果它有了小宝宝,我会帮它带宝宝的,决不让它们母子分离。现在它正在趴在我热热电毯上呢,我给它殷勤的挑到它喜欢的温度,然后它用它的爪子试了试,觉得比较满意才趴下。我长长的出了一口气---前几天吃鱼,我没有给它(我也很爱吃鱼的)它也不要,我说过我的猫猫是一只有自尊的猫猫,但是它也拒绝吃饭,我的心肝小宝贝,这可怎么得了,我赶快把鱼挑了刺放到它的碗里,它才终于给我面子吃了自己的饭。最近,什么?它连碰也不原意让我碰了呢?百思不得其解,忐忑不安中!!早上起床前,它站到了我的身上,趴在了我的身上,从高处看着我,我才知道,猫是最懂政治的了,它的高高在上显示着对我的控制力,我于是胆战心惊起来,同它商量,让它下去,我还是秉着中国是共产主义的态度,希望人人平等,可是已上了台的它怎么会就这样无怨无悔的失去领袖的威严?最终经过多次沟通无效,再加上我的困倦以及不能彻底坚持革命的信念,我就让它居高临下的审查我的工作态度。我是从来不对它进行任何暴行的,这就造就了它的强烈自尊与威严。不管怎么说,我还是希望我的猫猫今天心情可以转好,让我可以给它按按摩,忪忪骨-- 它还在睡觉,小声些,不要吵到它。把它的照片上传一些,不过对于我的有自尊的猫猫,你们是不可以随便转载的,不然可是侵权呀!! 4月13日 学习昨天晚上我学了好多,觉得学习这个东西只要你真的学进去了就是一件享受的事情了,虽苦尤甜,让你突然间觉得自己的前途是一片光明,有了一种向上的希望,觉得什么都没有比这种希望更好得了,是一种灵魂上的提升,是对自己懒惰与颓废的警醒。有时候觉得人的这一生都应该做些事情,不应该碌碌无为的活着,对于人生应该有一种积极的态度。
昨天怀了宝宝的伟健终于收到了我在一个多月前买给宝宝的衣服,鞋袜--突然感觉很温馨,也很高兴,在我们这些好朋友之间,终于有个宝宝了。同媛媛联系了,觉得在大学教书真的是一个适合女孩子的工作,她现在思想还是那么单纯,想念我们在一起得日子了。其实我的朋友们都比我强,两个都考上了中国的研究生,要知道中国的研究生有多难考。在这里阿娇也上了很棒的UCD,Charlotte 更不用说了,ACCA membership。喜欢她们积极向上的态度,这种态度也提着我。其实如果我们把学习当成了一种开心的事情去做就感觉好多了。昨天还同 一个朋友的逛了街,她也要报这里的几个大学,打算继续读,觉得我们还是要为回国打算一下的,不管怎么样那是我们的国家。Charlotte这个la woman woman,很搞笑,她大大咧咧又天真烂漫的性格真得不错,同阿娇有个一拼。
朋友们让我们努力吧,我们还没有走过人生的一半,永远不要放弃。
Last night I studied a lot, I feel if you really concentrate on studying, that would be an enjoyable thing, let you feel your future is so bright, there is a hope for your life, and you feel nothing is better than this hope, it is an improvement for soul, a warn for self's lazy or giving up. Sometimes people should do something in their life, should not live day by day and no improvement, we should lead our life with an enthusiam attitude.
Yesterday weijian got the clothes and shoes which I bought over 1 month. I feel very warm and happy, among our good friends, finally we have a baby. Contacting with Yuan, teaching in University is really a good job for girl, her mind is still so natural and naive, missing the time for our being together. Be honest, all my friends are better than me, two of them got their master degree, you should know how difficult the exams is for Chinese students.Here Jiao went to UCD, Charlotte, of course bettter, membership of ACCA. I like their attitudes for life, this attitude always warns me as while. If we can treat studying as a happy thing to do, our feel woud be better. Went shopping with a friend yesterday, she will enroll serveral Universties here for master degree, I think we still need to consider about our going back to China, nomatter what that is our motherland, if we go back China, only a becular degree, it means nothing. Charlotte is a funny girl, the charactor is as great as Jiao, this is the reason why I can stay with them and feel so happy.
Let us study and work hard together, friends, we still have more than half of the life needs to pass, let us never never give up!!!
4月12日 What a Finland man think about Tibet, he has been there before.The Riots in Lhasa by Eirik Granqvist “The western medias announced that China had cut all information and that articles about the riots could not be sent out! I got mad about all the apparently incorrect information and wrote this article and two other similar ones although I am not a journalist but just because I could not stand all the bad things about China that was told. I sent them bye-mail without problems and they arrived well but two newspapers did neither respond neither publish what I had written. The third answered and wanted a shorter version that was published many days later as a normal ‘reader’s voice’. What Dalai Lama had said was largely published every day together with a real anti-China propaganda. What I had written was apparently too China friendly for the ‘free press’. ”I was very shocked by what I had seen in the television and been reading in China daily about the riots in Lhasa . The most that shocked me was anyhow may be not the cruel events by themselves but how the medias in my country of origin, Finland , reported the events. A friend ha**canned and sent me articles and I have checked also myself what can be found at Internet. Very few Finnish people have ever visited Tibet , but I was there together with my wife in 2006. This was private persons and not as a part of a group-travel. I have seen Lhasa with my own eyes. I have been talking and chatting with people there. This was without any restrictions. Okay, we had a lovely and very competent guide that helped us much and took us where we wanted to go in the mornings but in the afternoons we were alone. Therefore I think that I have something to tell. I am also interested in history and know more than people in general. When writing this, I do not have any reference books so I write out of my memory. If I do a small mistake somewhere, I beg your pardon. Anyhow, I think that this makes my writing objective. I am well aware of that I will be accused for this and that for writing what I think is the truth. I will be accused by those who think that they know but do not know and by those that haven’t seen by their own eyes. Tibet was for centuries an autonomous concord at between Nepal and China . Sometimes China ruled Nepal as well. The king of Tibet used therefore to have one Chinese wife and one Nepalese and then a number of Tibetan ones. With the fifth Dalai Lama, the religious and the political power were unified under the rule of one person, The Dalai Lama. Tibet became a theocratic dictatorship and closed itself for the rest of the world. No foreigners were anymore allowed in. At the end of the nineteenth century, the famous Swedish traveler, Sven Hedin made an attempt to reach Lhasa but was ent politely back, out of Tibet by Dalai Lama. A French woman, Alexandra David-Néel, was more successful. She visited Lhasa dressed as a Tibetan pilgrim and she was fluent in the Tibetan language. She told how she was afraid many times that she should be discovered and then she knew that she like other suspects or opponents should “happen to fall down” from the walls of the Potala palace. Tibet was not a paradise. Tibet was an inhuman dictatorship! The weakened Chinese Qing Dynasty had more and more lost its influence in Tibet . Tibet became more and more interesting for the Russian empire in the north and the British in the south. In 1903 a British army expedition directed by the colonel Young husband reached Lhasa . The British lost 4 soldiers but slaughtered more the 700 Tibetans that tried to stop them, mainly by magic. The British installed “a commercial representation” in Lhasa . The Chinese evacuated Dalai Lama to the Qinghai plateau where he had been limited rights of move, probably for preventing him from having contacts with the British occupants. The Finnish national hero, Marshal Mannerheim, visited him there in 1907 during his famous horseback trip through central Asia . He was then a colonel in the Tsar Russian army and his trip was in reality a spy trip. Therefore the 13th Dalai Lama was interesting. The power of Dalai Lama was weakened. In 1950 the PLA marched in to Tibet without war. The 14th Dalai Lama seems at the beginning to have accepted this just as a security for his power as the theocratic dictator he was. He enlarged and restructured the Norbulingka Summer Palace in a luxury way in 1954. The Chinese decided anyhow to finish the cruel theocratic dictatorship under which the opponents fell down from Potala. The borders where during this dictatorship closed for all foreigners and the only schools where the religious ones. It is well known that it is easier to rule a population with a low education and is ignoring the outside world. In Tibet , about5% of the population owned everything and the rest literally nothing. About 40% of the Tibetans were monks and nuns living as parasites on the rest of the population that had to feed them. Tibet was not a paradise! Now China decided that the Tibetan should have the same rights and place in the society as the rest of the country’s population. The monasteries should be emptied from their excessively large monk and nun populations. Tibet could earlier be reached only by some horse trails and was for the rest insulated. The Chinese built rapidly a trafficable road. The insulation was broken. In 1959, the young Dalai Lama caused a peoples upraising, using the religion as power since he was loosing his own powerful position. The upraising was however stopped, may be in not a too clever and smooth manner. Dalai Lama then left Tibet and his fellow citizens and escaped to India where from he has continued to fight for his come back and reinstalled the theocratic dictators that China will never allow again. Then followed the ten years of Cultural Revolution, which was an unhappy time for all China that closed itself to the rest of the world. Now Lhasa has a modern airport and a railway. China has invested a lot in Tibet . The standard of living has been raised a lot in Tibet and last Xmas I have seen Tibetan spending sun-holidays on Hainan Island ! Very lucky looking old women in traditional dresses walking on the beach with their husbands and the youngsters dressed like other young people enjoying the beach life. The possibilities for Dalai Lama to take back his power has diminished and he does not anymore have the population with him. China and India are developing their cooperation and with the closer friendship, India will for sure also not more admit Dalai Lama to disturb this development. His possibilities to act against China will be diminished. Therefore he undertook recently an around the world diplomatic travel since he has been the possibility of harming the now good international image of China and provoking boycotts of the Olympic games in Beijing . The Lhasa riots where very well prepared. Curriers where crossing the borders illegally for to see Dalai Lama and get his orders. A group of foreign mountain climbers filmed recently across the border an unlucky incident when one of these curriers got shot and another that crossed the border openly declared that he wanted to go to see the Dalai Lama.I have seen that in television just before I left for China in November. China is no longer a closed country. There is no need for illegal border crossings if you are not doing something illegally! You just ask for a passport and take the necessary visas and cross the border at a legal border crossing or better, just take a regular flight from Lhasa to Kathmandu ! There where no peaceful demonstrations in Lhasa that where brutally knocked down! Young men went to action after a well prepared scenario at many places at the same time so that police and fire brigade should be taken by surprise and unable to act everywhere at the same time. This was successful! People where just knocked down without differences and all what could be broken was broken in the shortest possible time. With Molotovcocktails, fires where lit and fire cars where stopped. 18 normal citizens where killed without feelings and one police. The police had order to not respond with firearms for not being internationally blamed! When I have seen the filmed riots in television, my diagnosis was immediately clear. The scenario was the same that I had seen many times of organized riots in France since more the forty years of tight familiar contacts and 21 years of living there. The difference was only that less ordinary people seemed to take part in Lhasa . The rioters where surprisingly few but well organized! China ’s positive image in the world should be damaged! Dalai Lama is acting as the friendly and peaceful father. This is an old trick that also dictators like Hitler and Stalin used. I am not comparing him with them but he is acting like a demon when he tries to take back his power at any cost, not once caring for human lives and against Buddhistic non-violence principles. It was a try to do a coup d’ètat that failed. Now he is asking for international help for to stop the violence that he, himself had planned! When I visited Tibet in 2006, I was surprised by the relaxed atmosphere and the few policemen in Lhasa . All that I have seen were Tibetans. Not the Han-Chinese. The atmosphere was remarkably peaceful and gave a picture of general well living. There was no oppressed feeling like I had seen so many times in the Soviet Union and its satellites before all that non-human system collapsed. People in Lhasa where friendly and wanted to speak to me, mostly without success since I speak neither Chinese nor Tibetan but up and then somebody could speak some words in English. Their wish for contact was just out of normal curiosity towards the foreigners. I had heard that the religious life should been oppressed but it was flowering! I had also heard that so many Han Chinese where moved in that the Tibetans where now very few in Lhasa . I did however see much more Tibetans there. May be that the Han Chinese where hiding? The western medias announced that China had cut all information and that articles about the riots could not be sent out! I got mad about all the apparently incorrect information and wrote this article and two other similar ones although I am not a journalist but just because I could not stand all the bad things about China that was told. I sent them by e-mail without problems and they arrived well but two newspapers did neither respond nor publish what I had written. The third answered and wanted a shorter version that was published many days later as a normal “reader’s voice”. What Dalai Lama had said was largely published every day together with a real anti-China propaganda. What I had written was apparently too China friendly for the “free press”. 4月11日 今天随想今天明明生病了,很晚才知道,心里很不好受,在我的世界我不能想象没有朋友的处境。而且朋友有了事情而我并不能帮忙觉得心里很难受。明天就去看她-- 我的小娇娇,正在准备应付强敌,但是你要有自信,你是最棒的,UCD绝对不在话下。明天去图书馆学习吧,正好去看明明--今天同生气的朋友通了话,朋友之间都会有摩擦,每个人处理事情不一样,这样造成的结果也不一样。我在想有朋友的世界多好呀,让生活多彩多姿--
今天我的思想起伏还是比较大的,首先朋友的通话,让我的心略微平静些。早上意外没有收到他的电话,也没有他的留言,告诉自己无所谓。可是还是打给他电话了,竟然是语音留言,我还是告诉自己无所谓,可是我在乎了,他从来没有给过我不安全感,可是今天给了。等到他的电话的时候已经是深夜11点,他很疲惫,连声抱歉,原来公司让他紧急出差,现在他在纽约。我心情平静了些,原来我是没有办法让自己保持不在意的心的,我以为我可以控制的。到深夜2点半,他突然给我电话,向我抱歉很晚还吵到我,我说没有睡,他说他正在同朋友吃饭,都是在纽约很好的朋友,他们想认识我,问我想不想同他们说话。我说好呀,于是我开始同他们聊,很棒的朋友们,开始一个一个地夸他,然后我问他又没有给你们买单,把你们给收买了,哈哈-- 其实最好玩的是,一个朋友说:“ 他说要带你去巴哈马旅行。”因为线路不好,他们还在说话,有些嘈杂。我没有听清:“ 他没有跟我说什么。”他朋友吓坏了,偷偷问:“你说没说?我是不是说错话了。”他说:“我什么都同她说的,没有隐瞒。”他的朋友才放心。很想念两个人在一起的日子,他真得很体贴,而且很大方。我现在很开心,但是万事都会有变化,对于以后,只能希望结果很好,最最难的是等待官方的---- 即使有一天我们的结果不好,我也不会后悔,会受伤吧,可是不会后悔,因为他真的对我很好,很体贴,而且真的爱过我。可是我还是要保护自己,因为曾经被伤害过--期望越大,失望越大--如果每个人都能无悲无喜,那么每个人都可以去做神仙了。对于以后,随遇而安--不管怎样,爱情,家人是生活的一大部分,还有一部分是友情,另一部分是自己的事业,每部分都很重要,我希望我的世界不缺少任何一个环节--即使有一天,我什么都没有了,我还有妈妈,还有中国,还有韩冰,于迪,伟健,晓鸥,王媛---还有自己--
今天同于迪通话了,好久不见,还是那么那么亲密,还是像小时候一样,她什么都替我想到了--好亲切的感觉呀!! 昨天碰到小弟了,聊了好久,他长大了,还记得小时候的点点滴滴,他越来越帅了,也长高了,女朋友也漂亮--我
4月9日 Company's partyI am so happy to be together with my colleagues, we talked a lot, with them I feel so relaxed and they never treat me as a forigner, they are very respectful and very kind hearted. They let me feel I am one of them. English is not my native language, but they do not mind and we still talk a lot, even when sometimes I can not express myself very exactly, they are very polite and let me repeat-- I do love them, they are an excellent memory of Ireland.
Thanks for the gift they gave me, such pretty crystal-- a pretty pink butterfly-- I just want to say, thank you, they let me feel Irish enthusiasm and kindness--
4月8日 谁是记忆中的飞天?记得曾经给几个老外放中国的歌,每一首歌听过没有留下什么太大的印象,依旧谈话,依旧说笑,依旧享受那种气氛,可是每次到邓丽君的歌,他们都要停下来问:“ 她是谁?她唱的是什么?”这一类的问题,甚至要看她的照片,有一位甚至还请我翻译她的歌词。他们并不知道她在唱些什么,可是还是被她的嗓音所打动了。只能说她在用心来体会歌,用自己的嗓音来唱出那种体会--我以前一直以为王菲很酷,蔡依林很火,周杰伦很另类,张惠妹很前卫-- 但是或许这些都不是我们所要,我们想要的或许只是有灵魂的歌,是一个有着天籁般嗓音得飞天在记忆中飞舞,尽兴而唱,没有任何目的,只是喜爱--邓丽君或许就是那个记忆中的飞天,几乎要被人们遗忘的那个美丽的飞天---
Still remember I had several parties with westerners, we listend some Chinese songs, every song passed, no deeply impression left at all, still talk, still laugh, still enjoy that circumstance. However, each time when they listened Denglijun's song, they all need to stop and ask:" who is she? what she is singing--" or similar questions, some want to see her pictures, even one lets me to help to transfer her songs. They had no idea what she was singing at that time, but still be deeply touched by her voice. I only can say, she feel the song by heart, then sing the feel--- Before, I always think Wangfei is very cool, Caiyilin is very hot, Zhoujielun is so special, Zhanghuimei is very avantgarde-- However, maybe these are not what we exactly want, what we want might just be the song with soul, a grace female God- Siren, fly in the sky and sing without any goal, just for enjoying--- Denglijun might just the Siren in our memory, a beautiful Siren who nearlly be forgotten by people--- more for TibetChinese government wanted to talk with DaLai before lots of time, but he refused and be a enemy, now he still does not want to talk with Chinese government. Why western people always think Chinese government is not right? How about American land? return to Indian or not? Yes, Chinese people can do nothing about it. I still love Tibet and I hope the poeple there can be happy, if the world can think of some way which is the best for all of the world peace, then we will consider about it. When US and Britian will quit war to Iraq? Why everything western people do are all right, eastern people are all not right? Ok, too much I said, just tell what the most Chinese people think. When DaLai die, then things might be better-- About western president attend Olympic games or not, it is not my business, I am just a common people, about Chinese government, I do not mind too, I do not work for them, I just hope the world can be peace and things can be simple, also people lead a happy life. If not, American or British government can promise Chinese people that they can lead a great life with great social welfare, I do not mind they take over Chinese government. I always stand by the people but not for government. As what I said about Tibet, the same, I stand by the common people, what Dalai can give to Tibet people? June 4月7日 About Tibet---Hi,
Too much troubles because of him, he is like a emperor who lost his country and now wants it back, but in all the history, new country build up and old country fall down, history passes and never comes back. Like Indian people never can ask land back from Americans, every country's history is the same-- Also, western country said Republic of China rob Tibet from Tibet, but at that time Tibet people who is not Dalai Monks are all slaves, after China, all the people became equal. Therefore, this time you can see Tibet monks want Tibet to come back to Dalai, but normal people do not want this. This time the argument was led by Tibet Monks as well. About western news all report how bad Chinese government is, but first, Tibet monks beat people first and burned places first, but not Han people, also the monks involved some people who did not know what happened. Their goal is not peaceful discussion or demands from the Chinese government, but for force. Another thing, BBC NEWs gave fake news about Tibet. The soldiers uniforma are Nepalese uniforms not Chinese uniform, Chinese army did not treat Tibet monks soo bad. The BBC never broadcasts the good parts of China at all. eg, they broadcast TV plays, always broadcast 20 or 40 years old ones which reject the Chinese government. They never show Chinese modern cities' life but 20 years ago's countryside life, very enjoyable?
Yes, I have to say sometimes I feel unsatisfied about Chinese government too, but in my heart I have a balance, I mean, it is not perfect, but not as bad as the BBC presented. BBC didn't tell the truth and misled their people, which makes all the people who do not understand China think the Chinese government is really so bad. In China, what we want to talk about, even we said Chairman Mao is nothing or say very bad words to the government and even use F*ck-- to the government, no policeman will arrest you, there is freedom. In middle and big cities and even some small cities, at mid-night, you can go out and nobody will kill you or rob you-- especially, BeiJing, ShangHai, ShenZhen, with 24 hours of very bight lights, and policeman around. Yes, people sometimes not polite or not orderly queued, but they are not as bad as to beat people, Tibet monks why not to ask normal people? The normal people who escape with DaLai, they can not eat well, dress well and they support Tibet monks for independence of Tibet, they stay in India and lead a hard life but have to pay a high tax for independence. Why does the BBC never broadcast this? All the Chinese common people who travel to Tibet, they all can see that normal people who stay in Tibet, their life is rich and peaceful, they do not care which country they would be, but their charactor is they want to keep this life. DaLai always think about himself and want to recover and get power back, but why he does not think about the normal people who now stay with him, why he does not think about their living standard? All his life, he just want to get his goal, but did he ask the normal people who now lead a peaceful and happy life in Tibet? Tibetan children go to Chinese Universities nearlly for free, but our Han students need to pay for 8000 RMB or more for one year. Morever, Tibet's University was built by the Chinese government, they only have believes. If Tibet comes back to DaLai, what would be the normal people's life? No education? No University? Every year, the Chinese government gives big money to help build Tibet, and does not ask for taxes from Tibet people at all. Every year Chinese government send lots of volunteers to Tibet for teaching their children, also, if they continue to study, nearlly 100 percent Tibet students can go to the great famous Chinese Universities. Also this time Tibet monks went to Yun Nan province ( lots of different rates there) and asked them to be independent with Tibet together, all these rates people are not intersted in it at all, they like the peaceful life. I do not mean Chinese government is very good, there are lots of places of Chinese government I do not like too. However, about Tibet point, think about the common people of Tibet, for their lives, I stand by Chinese government. What DaLian can give Tibet People? I think the whole thing likes step mother with step children, nomatter how great the step mother treat them, other neighbors always say: she is step mother.
Now I study in the west, I understand how western people think, I have no right and also nobody hears what I say, but what I tell is fair. I never blame western people' mind, because some TV news lead you think by this way, it is hard to change, I just want to tell you the truth. Also, I will copy this letter and send to some of my western friends as while, maybe they have the same views as what you think.
Thank you for your this letter, and in this letter, I tell the truth. About politics, I know nothing, but I care about the common Tibetan's life. Now I have no strengh to talk too much, because TV news and DaLai's words are really broadcast too quickly in western countries. 女孩子女孩子喜欢吵嘴,喜欢比试,喜欢分享秘密,喜欢逛街,喜欢分享喜悦-- 其实在国外有几个这样的朋友呢?如果有就不要为一些小事而放弃。有朋友同你吵嘴,赌气总比没有得好。我很爱我的朋友们, 喜欢同她们通电话的感觉,能聊好久,哈哈--
有人说朋友是一辈子的,有人说丈夫是一辈子的--其实没有什么是一辈子的,因为世界在变,环境在变,甚至自己也在变-- 在我第一次恋爱受伤后,以为没有人再会爱我和我爱。2年后事情有了变化--- 在没来爱尔兰之前不知道会遇到这些朋友这些事情,所以我现在不计划,我现在认为自己很开心,这就足够了,关于明天,明天去担忧吧。我要开心今天--
昨天碰到了好朋友在网上,几年没见了,我们语聊,还是那么亲密。我在校友录上又找到了我们高三的班级。真得很高兴-- 不过昨晚烤蛋糕,有一盒掉到了地上,是红薯柠檬芝士蛋糕,但是另一个很好吃,我消灭了半个。
早上他上班在车里给我打了个电话,哈哈--这是他的习惯,早上,晚上,在路上给我打电话。他真得很细心--- 不过开心今天,不知道以后,今天我很开心,这就够了。
我晚上同喵喵一起上床睡觉,感觉很温馨,对于她,我有一种责任心,很喜欢她乖乖得趴在我腿上的感觉--很好。 |
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